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Since the announcement on 19 January in my newspaper, I had no good any more: I was nervous, fidgety, nightmares plagued me more at night, sometimes I even twitched seemingly unmotivated during the day together. I igelte a strong and began to seal windows and doors with materials that I bought specifically at the hardware store. I had increased sweating began to lisp and to mumble, stutter then, brought the smallest stress me out of the version store, I did not answer the phone, not out of the house, trying inventories, friends and relatives began to order me to worry; the problem: I could not tell them because I did not want to burden them with my concerns:

So I was completely on me and began to crack under the mental strain: About ten days I almost turned me into a visibly nervous wreck, a physical and mental wreck.

At worst, it was then on 27 January: I had already made up at 5:30 in the morning the alarm clock, because I did not miss anything. To this day I had decided to keep all windows and doors closed and stay even with ringing at the door steadfast: I wanted to concentrate on the news. The radio I was so employed continuously in order to respond to any event at the slightest hint. Overtime - nothing. Anyway, it seemed. Around midnight I was totally exhausted and drained from the hours of exertion, even in a sweat suit, go to bed.

But what a shock the next morning when the postman slipped the new daily newspaper in the mail slot: Right on the first page - a fireball over the airport Cologne / Bonn. The event was so afraid but yet taken place. I knew it! I had guessed it!

On 19 January, I had read in the newspaper the announcement of a terrorist attack:

"Düsseldorf. Dealing with terrorism is on 27 January at the center of a large-scale exercises with forces in North Rhine-Westphalia in 2500. Will in Cologne, Dormagen, Gummersbach and Lemgo practiced with fire, emergency and rescue services and police, said the interior ministry said yesterday. All four trials are held in a realistic environment: For example, in Cologne, the rescue at the airport after the detonation of a dirty bomb rehearsed '"dpa.

What has been announced, were not less than 4 (in words: four!) Terrorist attacks, although the sample. As for me, but still very worried, so alarmed was the threat of a "dirty bomb" - after all, a longstanding project of the Ministry of the Interior.

I am a very sensitive and delicate nature, and of course so I could call to mind the threat of the then Interior Minister Schäuble on Jan 28, 2006: ". Schäuble expected dirty bomb"

Now they should almost to the day 4 years later become a reality! The anxious, years long, grueling wait time I had already fallen hard enough! And now, now that is a dirty bomb on my favorite airport Cologne / Bonn!

But something else happened. The word "large-scale EXERCISE"!
I wonder why not more people were afraid of the dirty bomb EXERCISE. Am I really the only one there? In any case, probably the only one that will eagerly book. Because of this scary issue I run a medical record, so to speak. You now have swells in front of newspaper articles that I work always with a thick red felt pen, underline and personally Comment.

The reason for my quasi-nervous breakdown was likely in a somewhat potentiated, if not prolonged deja vu. If I lie on my black couch, or otherwise in any situation, is the key or the trigger for my condition, the code word "EXERCISE".

And now I turn the pages a little bit in my medical records with the newspaper clippings: You remember the "massacre" of Winnenden in March 2009? Thank you. So do I.
Unlikely enough, was exactly the same time a EXERCISE of hundreds of special police units (SEC), very close, so to speak, around the corner instead, that for the upcoming NATO summit in Stuttgart UB Ten. This approximately 1,000 police officers were destined for use at the date lead almost morning.

It was all very confusing time. The situation became even easier with the announcement : "There will be a next rampage" of an SPD politicians on 23 November 2009.

But first things first: you remember the 11th September? Thank you. So do I. And because it began with the EXERCISE s. Yes madame! Exactly on the morning of that fateful day there was a Sun EXERCISE instead of military aircraft of the U.S. Air Force, who had hijacked airliners as output. At the same time there were these really happen now "kidnapped" machines that were located but not on sflügen EXERCISE, it seemed quite clear. Who was who? I asked, I was already worried. Since there is a danger that one is what messed gets, the thread loses and the air defense vertüttelt between real and unreal world, so the virtual and the ritual, and that's what seems so well in the sky and passes on the ground to be.

And since I'm on EXERCISE s allergic to any form, are confronted, no matter if with or without aircraft on the ground, with or without armor, with or without special forces, or in order, on or under water, with or without dirty bombs, and even with clean bombs, I get red bumps on your face and start to shake. I have a total allergy: (! In real and real-time and real) When announcing EXERCISE s Simultationen and simulations fast my EXERCISE s Allergy titres to dizzying heights, and my early warning system put in question and let my immune system go haywire in such a way that it will auto-destructive, unfortunately! So to speak, so self-destructive-auto-aggressive.

Do you remember the attack on the London Underground, 7.7.2004? Thank you. So do I. And what was there? Exactly! A LESSON ! And though this led security firm with 1,000 men at the same time a for or against it by EXERCISE that the London subway bombing strikes would be shaken by what happened at the same time then yes, that is another Simultation or simulation. Have also read that it's called the duplicity of the situation.

You can imagine that the course of 2005 hit for me, I mean my attack EXERCISE sallergie, because unfortunately I suffered a complete relapse.

What has impressed me then the Schauble 2006 the announcement of a dirty bomb, which can not measure: "The question is not whether, but when!"

Many nights I sat upright in bed and that with red pimples all over my body, even on the tongue! Also, I lost my job, is the blame: my nervous twitches and this constant wasted waiting for the inevitable ruined me and lose the desire to live and to let my work, so I already had to apply for half a year later, Hartz IV! I am aged years! Least he has gone his punishment, though not simultaneously, but as it were out of phase temporally.

This recent cowardly terrorist attack on my nerves at the Cologne / Bonn airport, meant at least the end for my delicately strung Nerve costume and my delicate mental and emotional balance, I suffered, yet the general EXERCISE s indicator at the hands holding a stop, uh seizure: And while I th the UB on the first page of the newspaper. Since that's going to better. My allergy has not been set for the first time. It has done so well! People, people! Although I am still a little sweaty and shaky but for the first time I again want to go outside. And that's something!
At least until the next EXERCISE ...

Tags: 9/11 , attack on the airport Cologne / Bonn on 01/27/2010 , attack on the London Underground , dirty bomb , Winnenden

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